It's only me again mum I'm having to txt to you cos I can no longer hear your beautiful voice on the fone,and your never going to believe it but now I don't have to be on time ,I'm actually sat ere ready to go and see you,early !!! I told you that you wouldn't believe it lol,Everyday for the past 2 years iv been trying to visit you early in the day and Everyday I got stressed and panicked cos I was running late and I didn't want to let you down so I Always arrived later than I had said,But I always arrived, even if only for 20mins I got to you so i know I'm useless but I hope I didn't disappoint u to much and I hope I did bring u some joy and happiness into your life cos u did mine . Love u All the world Zara ( your Baby!) LOL xxx

Dear Nanna I can't believe that you have gone,I want you to know how special you are to both myself and Malaki ,we all shared some very special times together with mum and I'm glad of those memories of us all together I love you and am going to miss you ,your back with papa now, so until we meet again try and be good lol all our love Ebony,Lake and Malaki xx

Dear mum , Where do I start? This is the most sad I have ever felt ,I feel empty, Lost,as if the most important piece of my dna has been ripped out of me ,I don't feel complete anymore, how can I ?when My best friend, My confident, My Mum,has gone, The most important, most thought of, most trust worthy, most special woman I have ever met or will ever meet again is no longer here,My purpose for being is no more,the reason I get up in the morning has gone ,gone with you as I must now find my own way in life,alone,with my one consolation I have my memories of many years of funny ,happy times we shared,which will in time fade as will my memory, But for now when I need it most will give me strength to carry on and fulfill the dreams We made for the future,so please know I will make you proud and do what we talked about ,and I will give thanks for the Beautiful, funny, kind ,smart and loving women I am so proud to say I called Mum, I am so grateful for that, and so blessed and lucky that you were my mum, Love and miss you love zara xxxxxx