Dear mum , Where do I start? This is the most sad I have ever felt ,I feel empty, Lost,as if the most important piece of my dna has been ripped out of me ,I don't feel complete anymore, how can I ?when My best friend, My confident, My Mum,has gone, The most important, most thought of, most trust worthy, most special woman I have ever met or will ever meet again is no longer here,My purpose for being is no more,the reason I get up in the morning has gone ,gone with you as I must now find my own way in life,alone,with my one consolation I have my memories of many years of funny ,happy times we shared,which will in time fade as will my memory, But for now when I need it most will give me strength to carry on and fulfill the dreams We made for the future,so please know I will make you proud and do what we talked about ,and I will give thanks for the Beautiful, funny, kind ,smart and loving women I am so proud to say I called Mum, I am so grateful for that, and so blessed and lucky that you were my mum, Love and miss you love zara xxxxxx